“The Dream of a Ridiculous Man” by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
“The Dream of a Ridiculous Man” is a short story written by Fyodor Dostoyevsky in 1877 whose central theme is how absurd human existence is. I relate with this story because I understand how sometimes one can feel ridiculous and out of place in the world. I feel like I do not fit in, and every choice I make could be a potential mistake. However, the story gives me hope when it is stated that happiness can be reached if one decides to do good themselves. I also understand why Dostoyevsky doubts the authenticity of an afterlife or paradise. Sometimes, I question my religion and my place in the universe. The book helps me come to terms with the fact that paradise may be unreal because to get there, one has to be continuously good, which is not a human trait. The author states that our short life on earth is more important than an eternity in paradise, which is a new perspective I have come to appreciate. It is because on earth, we have free will, and we can make our choices, something of immeasurable value. The text was well- written and enjoyable to read. It introduced me to a way of thinking that resonates with me in a way I did not expect. The text seems morbid, yet there is some hope that humanity can achieve good if we put our minds to it. I would read stories like this in the future, and I will look into more of Dostoyevsky’s works. I would also recommend this story to my friends because it is something I am sure they would enjoy. It would bring up debates about our role and place in the world, which would be interesting to take part in.